Tammy ran away AGAIN

Well - this time we did file for divorce but it doesn't hurt any less. I really honestly thought I could trust her. I can't believe she ran back to that goofball ex b/f that treated her like crap. He didn't give a shit about what kinda food she ate and that she was drinking all the time. Wonder why she is diabetic now - hmmmmmmm
She must love living in his crapy/dirty/smelling & small house. He lives like he is in a college dorm. Was too cheap to put in the window a/c even though Tammy gets sick in the heat. I do not see it working out for more then 6months to a year but thats who she choose to run away to. Someone that only thinks of himself and is a drunk that pisses the bed. I know her well enough that she will regret the choice she has made and maybe she already does? I do love that woman with all my heart and I probably always will. Not sure why when she treats me this way.
Tammy as a Christian Man I do forgive you for your open adultry AGAIN. I just know that you should seek forgiveness from the Lord but I doubt that you will. You do know that what you are doing is soooo wrong, right??? Throwing away a good relationship is like throwing away a car with a flat tire - kinda crazy.
Just know that you are welcome in this home at anytime. But I am not sitting around forever but I will always be your friend no matter what. I do regret things that we did and things I said to you the last time I saw you. I was just upset that you were being so open about your new active sex life with that idiot while we are still legally Married. I really wish I had said and done many things different. But we can't travel in time yet so we just move forward.
I hope that you are so proud of the decsions you have made during this past year.
If you ever need a real friebnd that knows you, you know how to find me.

A Quiet Picnic Today

Packed up a picnic and took Kali (chihuahua/minpin mix) to wayland city park. It was a nice relaxing day.

Daily Reading

Leviticus 19:18
Do not seek revenge or bear a grudge against one of your people,
but love your neighbor as yourself. I am the LORD.

SOOOOOO TRUE!!!!!

DAILY VERSE

I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me.
Galatians 2:20

Daily Verse

Deuteronomy 32:4
He is the Rock, his works are perfect, and all his ways are just. A faithful God who does no wrong, upright and just is he.

Todays Verse

Matthew 5:8 – Blessed are the pure in heart

I am sincerely trying to live a good Christian life and whenever I have gotten an inpure thought, I have prayed to Jesus to dismiss that from my mind. Life is very short and I want to be seen as a very good man with Honest intentions, Good Morals & Values that puts others 1st and lives to be a servant of the Lord.

Today I went and put a Father's Day card on car window at my Father-in-laws. He is still my father-in-law and I do love & care for him very much. I included a letter of some thoughts I wanted to share with him. I really respect and love him & his wife regardless of what anyone else may think. I just pray that I didn't cause them ANY more stress by doing that as that is the very last thing I would want. They have enough on thier plates at the moment.

It is a gorgeous day outside and I have been out with Kali enjoying the day.
TTYL

Daily Verse

But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong. He chose the lowly things of this world and the despised things -- and the things that are not -- to nullify the things that are, so that no one may boast before him.1 Corinthians 1:27-29

Proud to Have Jesus in My Heart!!!!

I feel a Great Honor that I am serving the Lord again after I wondered away and was treating people poorly, sinning and causing troubles in some peoples lives. I am sooo sorry for my Past obnoxious behaviors. Just as the Lord God has Forgiven ALL my sins and erased them forever, I also will forgive others that may have sinned against me.
I really do NEED to thank my precious wife for leaving me as that totally made me look at my life and see/realize just what an idiot I was and how selfish I had become. Losing THAT woman who was so loving, caring & understanding and did stick by me through so much was a HUGE wakeup call and my life was in the Darkest Point EVER. The Lord has brought back some light and I am very excited and feel blessed to serve Him!!! I LOVE YOU JESUS!!!!

Todays Bible Verse Wed June 16, 2010

Today's Bible Verse is...

Offer hospitality to one another without grumbling. (NIV)

Be hospitable to one another without grumbling. (NKJV)

1 Peter 4:9

Daily Bible Verse

Bible Verse Of The Day

Tuesday, June 15, 2010
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— Romans 8:38-39 —
For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
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The Father's care for us shines brightly through the cross — it was because of love that he sent Jesus to earth to die in our place (1 John 4:9-10 "This is how God showed his love among us: he sent his one and only son into the world that we might live through him. This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins.") Once we accept the gift of salvation through Christ, nothing can separate us from God's love. What a comfort that is in time of need.