Well - this time we did file for divorce but it doesn't hurt any less. I really honestly thought I could trust her. I can't believe she ran back to that goofball ex b/f that treated her like crap. He didn't give a shit about what kinda food she ate and that she was drinking all the time. Wonder why she is diabetic now - hmmmmmmm
She must love living in his crapy/dirty/smelling & small house. He lives like he is in a college dorm. Was too cheap to put in the window a/c even though Tammy gets sick in the heat. I do not see it working out for more then 6months to a year but thats who she choose to run away to. Someone that only thinks of himself and is a drunk that pisses the bed. I know her well enough that she will regret the choice she has made and maybe she already does? I do love that woman with all my heart and I probably always will. Not sure why when she treats me this way.
Tammy as a Christian Man I do forgive you for your open adultry AGAIN. I just know that you should seek forgiveness from the Lord but I doubt that you will. You do know that what you are doing is soooo wrong, right??? Throwing away a good relationship is like throwing away a car with a flat tire - kinda crazy.
Just know that you are welcome in this home at anytime. But I am not sitting around forever but I will always be your friend no matter what. I do regret things that we did and things I said to you the last time I saw you. I was just upset that you were being so open about your new active sex life with that idiot while we are still legally Married. I really wish I had said and done many things different. But we can't travel in time yet so we just move forward.
I hope that you are so proud of the decsions you have made during this past year.
If you ever need a real friebnd that knows you, you know how to find me.
